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Post by Doveclaw on Apr 29, 2008 18:54:37 GMT -5
My bf is killing me...I love him so much but I know he doesn't love me near as much. Now, I may only be 15, but I'm not stupid. Maybe this is the first true love that never lasts and leaves the bearer with a scar. Maybe not. Maybe I'm just obsessed. But I'm so scared I'm going to lose him....We've only been going out 4 months. I can't lose him now! Just thinking about losing him is killing me, and I can't handle it. I don't want to go back to the way I was...>< When I first started going out with him, I used to cut. But I knew he would be disappointed if not flat-out mad at me if I continued, and he made me so happy so I didn't need to. Lately I've been getting the urge to do it again. I can feel our relationship drawing to a close, and I can't slow it down! What do I do???
Gah, I'm sorry...My first post on here after coming back and it's depressing...>< Me sowwy... |
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Post by !~[B]rightie~! on Apr 29, 2008 19:48:22 GMT -5
It's perfectly okay. We are just glad that you are back. Umm, I'm really sorry. I don't have experiance with boys. =(
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Post by shiningheart on Apr 30, 2008 14:02:07 GMT -5
Try to schedule some time alone, just you and him. Sometimes in a dying relationship, the cause of it is not spending enough time together.
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Post by Doveclaw on Apr 30, 2008 19:15:17 GMT -5
It's not really that. We only get to see each other once a week until next year, when he'll be coming to my school. I think the problem is that I take everything he says so seriously, but it's only because I respect and look up to him so much...
But thanks for the advice. :] We always get to spend at least an hour alone...
But thanks for being here for advice. ^^ I feel so dumb...xD
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Post by shiningheart on May 1, 2008 14:35:49 GMT -5
Your welcome. *nods* the problem with my bf is that i never take anything he says seriously. It's not my fault, honestly!! He's too damn adorable to look serious!!
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Post by Doveclaw on May 1, 2008 16:43:14 GMT -5
Lmao! I know...Guys don't know how Hoorahy they really are...xD
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Post by shiningheart on May 5, 2008 13:45:13 GMT -5
Glad to make you laugh!! Laughter is the best medicine for any heartache. Hence why I watch Jeff Dunham when I come home from school.
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Post by Doveclaw on May 17, 2008 18:13:16 GMT -5
Aww, something wrong? Hahaha, well the same guy this thread was about broke up with me, so...And until I started going out with him, I'd never heard of Jeff Dunham....xD Irony!
Anyway...^^' Thanks for the advice. Really. And what's wrong? Why do you have a heartache?
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Post by shiningheart on May 18, 2008 16:49:39 GMT -5
*shrug* It's the perfect chance to where my favorite shirt. '*front* I don't hate the world! *back* I hate the people in it.'
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Post by Doveclaw on May 22, 2008 14:21:11 GMT -5
xD Hahaha, that shirt is perfect...~
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Post by shiningheart on May 23, 2008 14:02:03 GMT -5
I know, I love it! I also have a shirt that says 'I'm the evil twin'. One of my favorite shirts that I don't own is 'Mirror mirror on the wall...WHAT THE @#$$ HAPPENED!'
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